Yes, I think I have it. I can understand how some moms get ppd, (which I think I had after Averie). I miss being pregnant.
When you're pregnant, you have something in common with just a few women in the world. You can read posts on mothering dot com about your stage in pregnancy and relate to them.
You can walk through the mall and have people stop and ask you about your pregnancy. When you're due, whether you know if you're having a boy or girl.
You can take it easy, people do things for you because you are so tired and they love you.
And, believe it or not, it's a little fun for me to deliver. I feel like I'm so good at it, now. I understand the process, even the complications. In the hospital, you have people waiting on you, bringing you food and juice. (Although, this hospital we were just in was so junky, they sure need to remodel it!)
I miss these things.
I think I also am kind of sad because I know this is my last baby. We don't have any more embryos frozen, and I'm pretty sure we aren't looking at conceiving naturally. Honestly, 3 children is just perfect for us, I couldn't wish for more children. But, still...
This is a strange feeling, this pregnancy withdraw.
But, there's also the joy of watching my newborn grow. She's 7 weeks old, now, and smiling and cooing. And sleeping many hours at a time through the night! I'm loving spending time with her, enjoying my last baby.
And, looking forward to the time when my girls are older. When they are in school, learning so much daily. Playing sports, teaching each other about life, learning about God.
I'm glad I have 4 sisters and a brother so I can enjoy their pregnancies and newborns.
Wow, I'm old!